Faded Glory

Can't get u off my mind
Steady thinking about u all the time
You got my heart in a war zone
Expecting to be alone
Our conversations repeatedly playing in my head
Always the last thing on my mind before going to bed
Thinking of you is a pleasant distraction
A beautiful nightmare...reality visible by just a fraction
I never wanted things to end
Now I can only be a friend
You put such a move on my heart
The surgeon couldn't tell our beats apart
My love for you then ran deep
I would've done anything to make that leap
But as it seems the cost of love was too much for you to pay
And I quite frankly couldn't stay
I had to do what was best for me
I refused to play second fiddle to she
The passion I had for you can NEVER be denied
Not even to this day Not even if I tried
Sometimes I wish it was just as obvious that you felt the same for me
But it is clear how things will now and for always be
So I guess farewell are all the words I have left now
To live with these emotions for you forever I don't know how
I hope that love will come back around for you again
Just know that no matter the distance I will always consider you to be my close personal friend

Truly Madly Deeply

Many times I feel misunderstood
So much shit I would take back if I could
It sucks when you open up to someone about how you feel
And you're left feeling like a mouse on display in a spinning wheel
To the outside world it seems like you're having a ball
When on the inside you're feeling like your lungs have reached capacity
Ready to collapse
You find yourself in this race against time
To find out why your life is going down this line
Heart steady pacin
As your feet are steady racin
No different from love
They say there's no way you could love more than one
And to that I say you're dumb
You cannot help your emotions
There are no pills
No potions
Just the raw emotion you were born with
That shit that'll make you plead the fifth
Cuz no one will ever understand
Not child,  woman or man
The truth is sometimes a hard pill to swallow
Something we all demand but are afraid to follow
I have no problem admitting my flaws
Especially if it will ultimately help the cause
I don't think we will ever find that one person that has it all
But we all deserve to have someone who is at all times willing to catch us when we fall
This goes out to those stuck in the matrix of the mind
Where true love gets lost in translation even though it seems so easy to find
Had I been able to speak my peace long ago
Who knows how things would have been on the other side of the door
For now and always I will remain
Truly Madly Deeply...
But not in vain

Excuse me as I kiss the sky
Bout to roll up a fatty and get high.....

P.e.a.c.e.

Sweetest Taboo

There's something about the way you touched me that drove me crazy
The shit you did to me made my vision hazy
The rapid o's are hard to believe
And even harder to deceive
The way you dissected every part of me was amazing
And in the end you'd always go out guns blazing
You had my heart on fiya
Burning with true desire
No one will ever compare
Nor shall anyone dare
You are the ultimate pleasure
And shall be a lucky wife's treasure
You'll always wonder what if
Just as that cocky will always get stiff
Just as I remember the joy I will always remember the pain
And I will always think of you when it begins to rain
The sweetest thing I've ever known
You're like a kiss on a collar bone
Xoxo u so fine
Can I still get a 69?
Every time I hear Kem I'll think of you
And all the little tricks you used to do
That made the coochi go whoop whoop
Ooh sweetest taboo
I'll always love u.....

Mirrors

Like sand in an hourglass
These are the days of our lives
We're all pawns in the Devil's game
Abiding time
As we tread the waters
We look out to the daunting sea
Giving back the reflection of who we really are
As the clock ticks
We come closer to our demise
We seek the Most High for guidance
And what does He show us
But the reality of where we are in our lives
Despite the Devil'plans
We must move diligently and steadfast
Towards that of which is promised to us
So when the mirrors of life give you a reflections of yourself that you may not like
You must take responsibility
Make changes
And make a difference

You won't get a second chance to get this shit right....