Gotta let you know

When will you see that I am affected
I try too hard to keep your feelings protected
That I am the one left wounded in the end
Should've kept it real instead of pretend
That I was ok when u slacked
When in truth it was anger that away I packed
So Am I partially to blame? Maybe so
But here is one thing I do know
EverYone has to take account for their part
Something you failed to do from the start
Cuz if that was what you first chose
I wouldn't b ready to leave you to tHese popcorn hoes
I refuse to accept less than what I'm worth
No matter how much you try to charm me with your gerth
As women we always love hard
And we never want to have to pull your card
But when we have been in the past abused
Sometimes shit gets blurry and can b easily confused
Never do we want to feel used and unappreciated
Time can't heal all wounds until past has completely faded
Which never happens til our demise
So please don't act like my words come as a surprise

Dickspiration

As your luv enters me
My mind goes numb
The way you beat it ever so gently
Like an African drum
Mmmm mmmm mmmm
You sure know how to make me weak
Grand Canyon ain't got shit on your peak
There's levels to this shit man
You make my yoni snap back like rubber bands
Have MERCY!
Make me speak in tongues
Oh I love how you give me sum
That yaya dada make me holla
Lovin how you give it to me propa
You create an undeniable inferno inside me
One that doesn't come for free
One stroke,  two strokes three strokes four
Do with me what you will, from the bedroom to the front door