Saturday, June 14, 2014

Freestyle #phuckyorhymes

Really beginning to get numb to the bullshit
I just don't wanna speak anymore to anyone
No one can seem to understand where my point of view is
But I'm always supposed to remember them in their emotions
I have to deal with the excuse ppl have for hurting me and be ok with that
Fuck it
I am just destined for this I guess
Wtf else is there to think
I just feel like I'm always looked at like I'm a fuckin dummy
I am not a rug for ppl to walk all over
I love hard and no one goes that hard for me
EVER
After awhile you get tired
You feel defeated
Helpless
And lost
When everyone you love hurts you
Wtf else are you supposed to do
When you feel like you have no voice
Ppl treat u like you're nothing
They are quick to dismiss you
As if you are a stranger
As if they know nothing about your pain
As if they were in some sense punishing you for your disobedience
I just want to disappear
I want them to hurt like I hurt
Then tell me if it feels good
I've been betrayed worse by friends and family than the average person but I still tread the course. ....
Until now.
There has to be a change.
Ppl don't know what they've got til it's gone

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