Pain

Could this be
Is this really my reality
Everything I hoped for
The one thing I'd truly adore
Ripped right from under me
This is insanity
So many times I've cried
They never have time to dry
The pain of loss is too grand
My smile hangs by a strand
So afraid of trying again
But something inside says this isn't the end
My only option is to pray for healing
To put to rest this terrible feeling

Black Lives Matter, Don't They?

Why aren't we trying
When all we r doing is dying
The media is lying
We no longer surviving

United we stand, Divided we fall
They take away our freedom so how can we stand tall
Our backs are against the wall
Have we not before seen it all

This pain is lethal
They killing our people
Fuck the bull we not equal
Shit feels like a sequel

Martin Malcolm and Marcus are gone
Since then shit has gone wrong
They knew how to solidify our bond
Can we bring em back with a magical wand

How many more have to suffer
This is what I wonder
Can't take it any longer
Lord please make our presence stronger

On the news everyday
Another black life taken away
Never to see another light of day
Black Lives Matter,  Don't They?

Caving in

Feeling more depressed everyday
I'd give anything to make things different
But I refuse to sell my soul
Everyday I smoke but it isn't doing anything for me anymore
It's like, why am I wasting my time
I tried all I could to keep it together
But I feel like I'm losing my grip
I no longer find joy in things
My life feels like it is falling apart at the seams
And the worst part of it is not knowing when I'll cave in

Phuck yo feelings...

It's fucked up that you can't be nice to people anymore
You avoid eye contact when you go in the corner store
They rip out your heart and throw it on the floor
And in an instant, you feel the anger that seeps from your pores
There was a time when I would of given a fuck
But sorry to say you heaux are out of luck
I laugh in your face
As you succumb to the chase
While you love the title trap queen
U swear u r the hottest on the scene
Yet all you do is get dicked
Not yo mention tricked

But that's not of my business tho....