Over it and over you

It sucks when all you want to do is get to the end
Like a really bad movie you dont want to subject yourself to
Tried so hard to understand the meaning of my existence but it was shattered
The very person I've trusted my soul to has broken it down over and over again. Idk when or if I'll ever get back to where i was
Damn sure dont have the real support i need
So who knows
Maybe in the next life they'll let me be fre9
Til then i guess I'll just fade away in the wind...with no date of retur n