sometimes this feels like tug of war
both of us fighting to get through that door
the days of spontaneous laughter and pillow talk are suddenly no more
i know that in the present moment, everything seems to be spiraling out of control
but you are still the one that makes me whole
i understand what pressures you face being who you are
you are the best everything I have ever had by far
i still feel like you are the one for me
wrapped in your strong arms is where i always envision to be
love goes by what you feel, never by what you see
my heart has no price, for you it is always free
people say that you cannot have expections of another
but you are not just that, you are my lover
i want nothing more than to finally say those words
to feel let loose, free as the birds
all i ask is that you understand my train of thought
i am not the kind of person who desires to be bought
clearly material things are not an issue
or i wouldve gone long ago and left you some tissue
so when you start to feel like im a nag, just remember
the choices we made on that fine day in december
i am now and forever devoted to you
just wishing you would stick to what you say, and do what you do
you make me feel like im askin too much
like i should just take it, suck it up and hush
i thought i was doin right by always communicating, being real
but im starting to think that is not how you feel
instead of looking at me with a blank face
i wish you would say something in this forsaken space
doubting yourself is what got you here today
how long do you plan to live this way?
why is it that i can't talk to you?
im comin to you raw....no caps